OK, I found a positive. I have made friends with some lovely You Tubers. And I will just have to use photographs and music, and wait for the boat to come in ... until I can get another camcorder.
On this video I found a lovely comment from a fellow lady who loves photography. Shame it was left seven years ago. I only got to see her comment by accident now. I love replying to my comments, maybe I need a meeting with Google to see what is wrong?